If there's any year that stood out, it was when I was 17. I thought that the most exciting moments happened then. What's odd is back then, I didn't know any of my current Facebook friends, including the recently deleted former FB friends. A lot of this stuff is going to be repeated from other entries in this blog, but it's time that I shattered it all down in one final blog before I cancel this blog! With that said and done, here we go!
5: Discovering FFR: After digging through YouTube videos and craving for some keytapping, I found a website that allowed me to do that! Of course, I wasn't that good, but I quickly got better to the point where if I played in public, I'd probably get some attention from random people. After showing a few of my close friends the game, people thought I was some mad skilled player! Unfortunately, I couldn't get the talent to rub off enough into the school computers as the site was blocked, but boy did I have a great summer trying to get better by playing from dawn til almost dawn again! It was the thing that kept me from boredom at home.
4: YGO League at Books-A-Million: It's hard to believe that the store is gone. It brought back so many memories that I had in the back where the magazines were. For like 4 hours a day, then a meetup elsewhere after, we'd chill there and duel and hang out, making new friends, and pretty much developing a second family. I loved the days where I woke up at 8 in the morning, go to Wal-Mart, buy some cards and some breakfast so that I could get ready to tackle the Saturday fever that was called being a scrub and beating scrubs worse than I was. Despite a few people that I just did not like, I miss those days. I wish I could go back and relive it all.
3: Hanging with my best friend: Ah. The feeling of having someone to hang out with and actually do cool stuff back in the day. We never did any drugs or drank, but we did what we thought was cool. I grew my hair out, and all we did was chill at the mall or around his neighborhood. We pretty much saw each other every day at school and even in class! High school may have sucked for me, but the people I was around back then made it all worth going to. Ah yes. The dreams that we had of finding the perfect looking chick walking around the mall with no guy anywhere near her. I just wish that for one day, we could hang out like that just one more time!
2: First kiss: It took me by surprise, but one random friend request on MySpace can lead to many great things. So there was this girl. She and I scheduled to meet one day at what was the Recreation Station next to the Bowling Alley. We spent all week talking on the phone about everything there was to talk about. I normally can't do things for too long straight, but we talked for a good 7 hours before we went to bed on the first night. After that, another 4 the next night, then another 4 after that. At the end of the week, we went on a date, my first date, to go watch The Simpsons Movie. After hours of talking about everything, I was asked out that night. Of course, I said yes! The next day, a week after we met, we cuddled and kissed exactly at the place we met! It felt so amazing that I can say that I had a girlfriend, and that I kissed someone.
1: D-D-D-DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!: I couldn't resist. That entire year, every weekend, I would burn half of my $40 allowance just to get a good workout, stepping on arrows just to get the highest score possible. It's hard to believe that for a guy like myself, I actually exercised! LOL! I think the best times were when I was paid extra money early, and I would get the chance to go to the Rec Station on a Friday Night just to show myself off! It kinda felt like I was on the spotlight when I was doing really good on harder songs. The best part about it was that the same people came in every weekend to practice! I started to realize how fun it was when people were practicing with me. It felt really good to talk about my 4 Greats on Butterfly and their AAA on some easy ass song. God I wish there could be another arcade as good as that one in Jacksonville! It would be my opportunity to show myself to everyone!
Well there you have it folks. I hope you all have enjoyed this one, because there won't be another. Fear not! My YGO blog will still be strong!
~Stay Strong!
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Friday, June 15, 2012
Just a rant (Very strong opinions inside!)
I've thought so much about it this week. Maybe I'm just in that stage that I need to go out with the old, and in with the new. In this blog, there will be some really strong opinions about things, so don't get mad at me when I tell you that something sucks. It's always good for me to let myself out on something. Letting it out on someone will only hurt them. I don't care if you tell me that it's okay. It's really not okay.
This week, I have cut ties with 90% of the lady friends that I had. If you're willing to know the truth, I have certain issues that prevent me from keeping any form of relationship with a girl. If you're willing to know why, it's because that girls in general are mean and take advantage of how fucked up the world is because they benefit from it. That and girls have this thing that if they meet a new guy, she's all over him for like a week, then it's a new guy after that. I'm introverted myself, and I don't get to talk to many girls. However, an introverted girl has so many guy friends because they have the ability to get any guy they want, anytime they want, and that's not the kind of girl that I wish to talk to!
I mean look at the world! Girls don't have to drive guys around, they don't have to work, they don't have to do anything to have a good life! All they gotta do is find a Marine and their life is set! I'm not being sexist in any way, shape, or form, and I'm not gay in any means. It's just that I have observed the life of a typical female and that's kinda exactly how it is. The guy just does everything! It's even like that with my family! My mom did absolutely nothing with her career after she married my Marine dad. It's logic, if you're married to a marine, then you don't have to do anything to make money because he's making it all.
Don't get me wrong. Someone's gotta take care of the kids, but guess what! I know families where both parents have jobs and still spend time with them! As you can possibly tell, I'm jealous on how good women get now a days. Three things vs many things that both genders have to deal with in their lives. Girls have to deal with getting their period, breast exams, and then child birth. THAT'S IT! They just lay there while they have sex and they guy's doing all the work. As for the guys, they gotta make the money, drive the girl around, buy her stuff almost every single holiday, anniversary, and the engagement that HE has to propose and give to her. Oh and try to kick a girl down there. It doesn't hurt too much. As for the guy, that's the feeling of child birth!
Now I know that guys don't have to do everything. I mean I'll give women credit for cleaning the house, but that's another thing that guys have to do too! I may as well say this. Anything a girl does for us optionally, guys have to do it anyways! I'll shut up now about the subject. My point is, I wish that men and women were required to do the same amount of work. This means they both have to get jobs, they both gotta clean, and they both gotta do whatever that I thought above that guys have to do about all of. Yes! This means guys getting laid half the time! I could use some pleasure without doing anything like girls get all the damn time!
That concludes my rant today. I apologize if I hurt anybody. I have to take my anger out on something, and that's this blog. Now I feel so much better, and I shall move on with life. I know. I probably missed a lot of things that women have to do, but I'm just going with the basic logic of everything. To girls out there. Can we be a little nicer and not take advantage of how fucked up the world is? Thank you.
~Stay Strong!
This week, I have cut ties with 90% of the lady friends that I had. If you're willing to know the truth, I have certain issues that prevent me from keeping any form of relationship with a girl. If you're willing to know why, it's because that girls in general are mean and take advantage of how fucked up the world is because they benefit from it. That and girls have this thing that if they meet a new guy, she's all over him for like a week, then it's a new guy after that. I'm introverted myself, and I don't get to talk to many girls. However, an introverted girl has so many guy friends because they have the ability to get any guy they want, anytime they want, and that's not the kind of girl that I wish to talk to!
I mean look at the world! Girls don't have to drive guys around, they don't have to work, they don't have to do anything to have a good life! All they gotta do is find a Marine and their life is set! I'm not being sexist in any way, shape, or form, and I'm not gay in any means. It's just that I have observed the life of a typical female and that's kinda exactly how it is. The guy just does everything! It's even like that with my family! My mom did absolutely nothing with her career after she married my Marine dad. It's logic, if you're married to a marine, then you don't have to do anything to make money because he's making it all.
Don't get me wrong. Someone's gotta take care of the kids, but guess what! I know families where both parents have jobs and still spend time with them! As you can possibly tell, I'm jealous on how good women get now a days. Three things vs many things that both genders have to deal with in their lives. Girls have to deal with getting their period, breast exams, and then child birth. THAT'S IT! They just lay there while they have sex and they guy's doing all the work. As for the guys, they gotta make the money, drive the girl around, buy her stuff almost every single holiday, anniversary, and the engagement that HE has to propose and give to her. Oh and try to kick a girl down there. It doesn't hurt too much. As for the guy, that's the feeling of child birth!
Now I know that guys don't have to do everything. I mean I'll give women credit for cleaning the house, but that's another thing that guys have to do too! I may as well say this. Anything a girl does for us optionally, guys have to do it anyways! I'll shut up now about the subject. My point is, I wish that men and women were required to do the same amount of work. This means they both have to get jobs, they both gotta clean, and they both gotta do whatever that I thought above that guys have to do about all of. Yes! This means guys getting laid half the time! I could use some pleasure without doing anything like girls get all the damn time!
That concludes my rant today. I apologize if I hurt anybody. I have to take my anger out on something, and that's this blog. Now I feel so much better, and I shall move on with life. I know. I probably missed a lot of things that women have to do, but I'm just going with the basic logic of everything. To girls out there. Can we be a little nicer and not take advantage of how fucked up the world is? Thank you.
~Stay Strong!
Monday, June 4, 2012
Blank Mind.
I'm really trying to think of something. Everyone reading this! What should I blog about? *sniffles* =[
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Why I hate Summer and love Winter
I'll try not to make this blog TOO short. I've been doing such a bad job keeping it short, but sour.
Anyways! It's Summer time, and that means no school, going to the beach, beautiful hot days with a chance of rain every single day, and the beautiful nights that it provides. The girls are hotter, the guys can take their shirts off (well most of them) and it's time to hit the pools to go swimming! Not bad for a Summer, right?
Well for me, I hate most of it! Yeah I can stand the hot girls, the pool, and the beautiful nights, but everything else, I absolutely despise! I'm in school for the summer, you know I'm not into guys so shirts off to me is a no no, and you know that I hate random rain most of the time! It just makes things even hotter than what it's supposed to be. Some days are just downright nasty! You could step out for like 10 seconds, then come back in with a gallon of sweat trying to break out! Hell, I gotta bring a gallon of water halfway filled with ice just to survive my "almost" daily 3-mile walk around the circle!
To make matters worse, I hate sweating my fat ass off! It makes me that much more unattractive than I already am. Who'd want to hug a sweaty person? I mean I would if it were a girl, but that's not the point! No girl would ever want to hug someone that's sweaty. Sorry for the hug topic, but I'm a huge hugging person myself. To come home from a walk from somewhere and having to grab a towel puts a toll on me.
To get to know me a little more, I tend to wear darker colors. It's just my character I suppose. When I look at a picture of myself wearing any lighter colored shirt, I feel that I look weird for whatever reason. The bad news about that is that it contributes to making me even hotter than what I already am. At least I don't get sun burnt on these damn walks!
Last but not least, I hate the beach! Last time I went was a couple of years back. Lets see! I put sunscreen on, and the result sucked ass! It was supposed to protect me even when I was in the water, but it didn't. The result: Sunburn on both shoulders, back, and sandals didn't help either! I had a couple of burnt feet thanks to the burning sands. I sure learned my lesson about going to the beach, and that's to not go there ever again! Although there's a good chance that I'll be forced to go back in the future though.
Why I love Winter!
For most winters, it's snow, playing in the snow, wearing jackets and hoods to prevent ourselves from being cold, shorter days, and more complaining about how much snow's on the ground and how cold it is. Oh and did I mention the possibility of ice on the road?
I'll tell you what! In this area, I think Winter is perfect! There's only enough snow to just play in, it's just cold enough for me to handle outside, and we'll get consecutive weeks of nothing but sunshine! At least when it rains, it doesn't storm! This means I can go play in the rain whenever I feel like it.
Because of my wardrobe, it heavily favors me in the winter. I love wearing my hoodie all the time! It makes me really comfortable out in the cold, and I watch as everyone else shivers to death, wishing they were like me! I guess that's how I got the nickname "Chaddy Bear!" ^_^ Because I'm a teddy bear to some people and I love being cold so that I could like, hug someone and be comfortable doing so!
Ok sorry for the very awkward paragraph! Anyways! Last reason why I love Winter is because my brain creates more memories from that time of the year than anywhere else. Plus a lot of Holidays are dated during the cooler days of the year. I know that I'm a 22 year old kid, but I still get some pretty awesome stuff for Christmas! Plus it's awesome to be able to eat some turkey and gain weight without getting bitched at on a regular basis.
And there you go, folks. That's my blog for tonight!
~Stay peaceful! =]
Anyways! It's Summer time, and that means no school, going to the beach, beautiful hot days with a chance of rain every single day, and the beautiful nights that it provides. The girls are hotter, the guys can take their shirts off (well most of them) and it's time to hit the pools to go swimming! Not bad for a Summer, right?
Well for me, I hate most of it! Yeah I can stand the hot girls, the pool, and the beautiful nights, but everything else, I absolutely despise! I'm in school for the summer, you know I'm not into guys so shirts off to me is a no no, and you know that I hate random rain most of the time! It just makes things even hotter than what it's supposed to be. Some days are just downright nasty! You could step out for like 10 seconds, then come back in with a gallon of sweat trying to break out! Hell, I gotta bring a gallon of water halfway filled with ice just to survive my "almost" daily 3-mile walk around the circle!
To make matters worse, I hate sweating my fat ass off! It makes me that much more unattractive than I already am. Who'd want to hug a sweaty person? I mean I would if it were a girl, but that's not the point! No girl would ever want to hug someone that's sweaty. Sorry for the hug topic, but I'm a huge hugging person myself. To come home from a walk from somewhere and having to grab a towel puts a toll on me.
To get to know me a little more, I tend to wear darker colors. It's just my character I suppose. When I look at a picture of myself wearing any lighter colored shirt, I feel that I look weird for whatever reason. The bad news about that is that it contributes to making me even hotter than what I already am. At least I don't get sun burnt on these damn walks!
Last but not least, I hate the beach! Last time I went was a couple of years back. Lets see! I put sunscreen on, and the result sucked ass! It was supposed to protect me even when I was in the water, but it didn't. The result: Sunburn on both shoulders, back, and sandals didn't help either! I had a couple of burnt feet thanks to the burning sands. I sure learned my lesson about going to the beach, and that's to not go there ever again! Although there's a good chance that I'll be forced to go back in the future though.
Why I love Winter!
For most winters, it's snow, playing in the snow, wearing jackets and hoods to prevent ourselves from being cold, shorter days, and more complaining about how much snow's on the ground and how cold it is. Oh and did I mention the possibility of ice on the road?
I'll tell you what! In this area, I think Winter is perfect! There's only enough snow to just play in, it's just cold enough for me to handle outside, and we'll get consecutive weeks of nothing but sunshine! At least when it rains, it doesn't storm! This means I can go play in the rain whenever I feel like it.
Because of my wardrobe, it heavily favors me in the winter. I love wearing my hoodie all the time! It makes me really comfortable out in the cold, and I watch as everyone else shivers to death, wishing they were like me! I guess that's how I got the nickname "Chaddy Bear!" ^_^ Because I'm a teddy bear to some people and I love being cold so that I could like, hug someone and be comfortable doing so!
Ok sorry for the very awkward paragraph! Anyways! Last reason why I love Winter is because my brain creates more memories from that time of the year than anywhere else. Plus a lot of Holidays are dated during the cooler days of the year. I know that I'm a 22 year old kid, but I still get some pretty awesome stuff for Christmas! Plus it's awesome to be able to eat some turkey and gain weight without getting bitched at on a regular basis.
And there you go, folks. That's my blog for tonight!
~Stay peaceful! =]
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Blast from the Past: FFRz FTW?
Not much I can think of tonight, except to reveal what I guess I can say I was half-talented at. The ability to mash arrows on a keyboard rather than on a dance pad! My profile is currently closed, and I have no plans to return to the website, unless I'm begged like crazy to return! However, I will tell everyone about how good I was on the website. If anyone wishes to play, you can click here! You will be asked to log in. I guess you can click Guest, but if you have an account, you should log in!
I used to be one of the better players on the site. Although I barely ever got any attention from anyone in real life, I would still get random comments on my profile, telling me how good I was and what not. I would even enter forum tournaments! I think I won a couple of Advanced division tournaments (3rd of 5 divisions) and I guess I'll throw stats at everyone.
AAA's: 546
Full Combo's: 791
Skill Tokens: 103
Overall Rank (Peak): 35
Average Rank (Peak): Somewhere in the 90's
Those are stats that can very well be improved due to the fact that more songs have been released since I left in November of 2011. I left the site because I decided that I wasn't really welcomed to the community. Yeah, I had a few friends that I used to talk to back in the day, but I decided to isolate myself from any online friends from that point forward. It was for my own good.
Last but not least, I do have a video on YouTube still lying around that everyone can watch. I was kinda sick when I recorded it, but it wasn't a bad score. Crappy quality, but oh well!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGk84LxXR9w&feature=plcp
I could take requests for me to play in front of people, but you all will have to let me know! I do suck right now, but you all would probably still be impressed.
And that's about it! Maybe another blog soon? When I think of something! Or you guys can throw some suggestions at me! Which ever one comes first!
I used to be one of the better players on the site. Although I barely ever got any attention from anyone in real life, I would still get random comments on my profile, telling me how good I was and what not. I would even enter forum tournaments! I think I won a couple of Advanced division tournaments (3rd of 5 divisions) and I guess I'll throw stats at everyone.
AAA's: 546
Full Combo's: 791
Skill Tokens: 103
Overall Rank (Peak): 35
Average Rank (Peak): Somewhere in the 90's
Those are stats that can very well be improved due to the fact that more songs have been released since I left in November of 2011. I left the site because I decided that I wasn't really welcomed to the community. Yeah, I had a few friends that I used to talk to back in the day, but I decided to isolate myself from any online friends from that point forward. It was for my own good.
Last but not least, I do have a video on YouTube still lying around that everyone can watch. I was kinda sick when I recorded it, but it wasn't a bad score. Crappy quality, but oh well!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGk84LxXR9w&feature=plcp
I could take requests for me to play in front of people, but you all will have to let me know! I do suck right now, but you all would probably still be impressed.
And that's about it! Maybe another blog soon? When I think of something! Or you guys can throw some suggestions at me! Which ever one comes first!
Monday, May 14, 2012
Why I chose my major.
Not so hard to believe that back in High School, I thought I wanted to go into the culinary field and cook some of my own high quality dishes. I took a couple of foods classes, and I enjoyed the hands-on learning experience that came with those classes. It really made me want to become a chef! However, that dream was short-lived. After a talk with my parents, they told me that I would be better off into the computer/technology field, and that it'd be more time consuming and time-relaxed than culinary arts.
After going to the list of majors I could go for at Coastal, I chose to go for the Computer Programming route. I was thinking to go into IT (Information Technology) instead, but I knew that I was more experienced with code than I was with operating systems. When I complete my programming degree, I will take the remaining classes for the IT major. It would be a major plus to not only be a programmer, but I can know everything else there is to know about a computer. It's a long and hard route, but it'll be worth it financially.
So what experience do I have for programming? Believe it or not, I used to have StepMania, a DDR program, but you use the keyboard instead. As I was whoring out very difficult songs, I wrote some code into the ".ini" to make my own speed mods. Typically, there's a C400, which means the arrows will scroll as if 1x was 400 beats per minute. I would make my own C mod that would allow me to adjust to my comfort level. I kept making C mods every 25 BPM's until I hit C1000. That way, if I ever adjusted to another C mod, i could just change to it.
I used to remember the Javascript for how to make flash games as big or as small as you wanted it, but I forgot how to do it. I would simply copy/paste the heavily long code over the .swf URL and it would make the game bigger. Also, if you run Firefox, and you wish to view the code for every website, right click anywhere on this page, and view page source. There you will find C++ coding for the website! It's pretty cool!
This summer, I'm going to learn so much more about programming! I will be taking 3 programming classes this summer. I'll be taking RPG, COBOL, and Simulation and Game Development (SGD). I can't wait to get into C++ and Java! Those will be quite difficult, but fun!
After going to the list of majors I could go for at Coastal, I chose to go for the Computer Programming route. I was thinking to go into IT (Information Technology) instead, but I knew that I was more experienced with code than I was with operating systems. When I complete my programming degree, I will take the remaining classes for the IT major. It would be a major plus to not only be a programmer, but I can know everything else there is to know about a computer. It's a long and hard route, but it'll be worth it financially.
So what experience do I have for programming? Believe it or not, I used to have StepMania, a DDR program, but you use the keyboard instead. As I was whoring out very difficult songs, I wrote some code into the ".ini" to make my own speed mods. Typically, there's a C400, which means the arrows will scroll as if 1x was 400 beats per minute. I would make my own C mod that would allow me to adjust to my comfort level. I kept making C mods every 25 BPM's until I hit C1000. That way, if I ever adjusted to another C mod, i could just change to it.
I used to remember the Javascript for how to make flash games as big or as small as you wanted it, but I forgot how to do it. I would simply copy/paste the heavily long code over the .swf URL and it would make the game bigger. Also, if you run Firefox, and you wish to view the code for every website, right click anywhere on this page, and view page source. There you will find C++ coding for the website! It's pretty cool!
This summer, I'm going to learn so much more about programming! I will be taking 3 programming classes this summer. I'll be taking RPG, COBOL, and Simulation and Game Development (SGD). I can't wait to get into C++ and Java! Those will be quite difficult, but fun!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Long-Distance Relationships: Do they work?
Time to reveal the true secret to my life. I've always hid this from people, and I guess now I feel like I should tell everyone about it. Well, I've been in multiple long-distance relationships.
Living in Jacksonville and watching Marines take the girls around here make one-of-a-kind people like me kinda lonely. It was kinda that time to pull it off back in the 2008-2010 part of my life. I'll tell you what. The feelings are strong and true, and it gave me someone to talk to all day when I was lonely. Only thing is, I just wished she were there to really cheer me up. In the end, it never happened, and thus, it never worked out.
I'm going to say that I've been in 3 of them. Not going to say anyone's names like last time, I'll just go by experience with that girl.
Girl A: This girl was pretty hot. God she was gorgeous! She lived near LA so I figured she was pretty damn hot. I think she was the only girl I've ever had a picture of as my phone background. She and I were talking on AIM a few times a week, then we started texting. After just a day of texting, she surprised me by asking me out. Of course, being grounded sucked, and I had a phone to mess with (this was back in high school by the way) so I figured why not? She's really cute, even sweeter, and I like texting! This relationship, however, failed after a few weeks because she cheated on me. I just love how a month after I broke up with her, she breaks up with her boyfriend, then she tries to get me back again. It just shows that some girls HAVE to have a boyfriend at all times I suppose.
Girl B: This girl was also gorgeous! I guess I'll say she had a nice rack. She and I had been buddies for like a year. She had a boyfriend when I met her, and didn't even think about her and I even being together in the first place. Well, a month after her being dumped, she and I kinda got closer. Well, I kinda asked her out after a while. After she said yes, I thought that at the time, she was the sweetest thing to ever be in my heart. Even though she lived in Winnipeg, I still snuck the house phone into my room and we talked on the phone for like an hour at a time. Things were just perfect! After four months, I guess the relationship got kinda stale, and we just had to break it off, I felt that if I dumped her, then she'd be happy again, and I was right. She kinda changed before I stopped talking to her completely. She went from being cheerful to being super boring and judgmental. I just couldn't stand it. Oh well. Things happen, right?
Girl C: Lots to say about her. She was really popular when she was in chat rooms. I joined a forum website with some chat built in, and we met there. I kinda knew who she was before, but never talked, until then. We talked a lot for an entire week, then I felt something for her. I didn't think she'd even like me! After she literally asked me out, I'll be brutally honest with everyone. I fell in love with her! She and I were so compatible, that I had many dreams to marry her, but she lived in Toronto, and I lived all the way down here, so it was kinda hopeless. Things just got better and better, but she had her own personal problems. After just over five months together, she broke up with me for pretty much no reason. Let me say that I was so heartbroken. I had such love for her, and we just kept talking to each other. We were best friends since, and we promised that if we ever met, that we'd go on a date as if we were a couple. Of course, that never happened, and then life moved on for the both of us. It was so difficult to say goodbye to her despite being her best friend. Thing is, if I could just pick any soulmate right now, it'd be her, but all good things must come to an end.
Each relationship had a few things in common, but one thing that stuck out like a green thumb. The fact that they never worked out for me. Now I'll say this, though. It could work out. You just need a crap ton of money, which I never had. Plane tickets to see your partner now and again, a phone with unlimited everything, and access to good internet. However, I don't believe that long-distance relationships solve any problems. They'll only temporarily fix solution for a certain period of time. I guess if you want the experience on how to love someone, you can try it. However, a soulmate exists for you in every area in the world. Remember! Climates change, and when they do, so does your soulmate!
Living in Jacksonville and watching Marines take the girls around here make one-of-a-kind people like me kinda lonely. It was kinda that time to pull it off back in the 2008-2010 part of my life. I'll tell you what. The feelings are strong and true, and it gave me someone to talk to all day when I was lonely. Only thing is, I just wished she were there to really cheer me up. In the end, it never happened, and thus, it never worked out.
I'm going to say that I've been in 3 of them. Not going to say anyone's names like last time, I'll just go by experience with that girl.
Girl A: This girl was pretty hot. God she was gorgeous! She lived near LA so I figured she was pretty damn hot. I think she was the only girl I've ever had a picture of as my phone background. She and I were talking on AIM a few times a week, then we started texting. After just a day of texting, she surprised me by asking me out. Of course, being grounded sucked, and I had a phone to mess with (this was back in high school by the way) so I figured why not? She's really cute, even sweeter, and I like texting! This relationship, however, failed after a few weeks because she cheated on me. I just love how a month after I broke up with her, she breaks up with her boyfriend, then she tries to get me back again. It just shows that some girls HAVE to have a boyfriend at all times I suppose.
Girl B: This girl was also gorgeous! I guess I'll say she had a nice rack. She and I had been buddies for like a year. She had a boyfriend when I met her, and didn't even think about her and I even being together in the first place. Well, a month after her being dumped, she and I kinda got closer. Well, I kinda asked her out after a while. After she said yes, I thought that at the time, she was the sweetest thing to ever be in my heart. Even though she lived in Winnipeg, I still snuck the house phone into my room and we talked on the phone for like an hour at a time. Things were just perfect! After four months, I guess the relationship got kinda stale, and we just had to break it off, I felt that if I dumped her, then she'd be happy again, and I was right. She kinda changed before I stopped talking to her completely. She went from being cheerful to being super boring and judgmental. I just couldn't stand it. Oh well. Things happen, right?
Girl C: Lots to say about her. She was really popular when she was in chat rooms. I joined a forum website with some chat built in, and we met there. I kinda knew who she was before, but never talked, until then. We talked a lot for an entire week, then I felt something for her. I didn't think she'd even like me! After she literally asked me out, I'll be brutally honest with everyone. I fell in love with her! She and I were so compatible, that I had many dreams to marry her, but she lived in Toronto, and I lived all the way down here, so it was kinda hopeless. Things just got better and better, but she had her own personal problems. After just over five months together, she broke up with me for pretty much no reason. Let me say that I was so heartbroken. I had such love for her, and we just kept talking to each other. We were best friends since, and we promised that if we ever met, that we'd go on a date as if we were a couple. Of course, that never happened, and then life moved on for the both of us. It was so difficult to say goodbye to her despite being her best friend. Thing is, if I could just pick any soulmate right now, it'd be her, but all good things must come to an end.
Each relationship had a few things in common, but one thing that stuck out like a green thumb. The fact that they never worked out for me. Now I'll say this, though. It could work out. You just need a crap ton of money, which I never had. Plane tickets to see your partner now and again, a phone with unlimited everything, and access to good internet. However, I don't believe that long-distance relationships solve any problems. They'll only temporarily fix solution for a certain period of time. I guess if you want the experience on how to love someone, you can try it. However, a soulmate exists for you in every area in the world. Remember! Climates change, and when they do, so does your soulmate!
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
MYB and Internet Dating: Worth it?
With a week off school (until summer semester begins) I get some free time every night to write blogs like this. Gotta love non-school nights! =D
And for those who think this blog is lame, shut up, and don't read it at all. I'm not embarrassed to post anything I post here! I just don't mention anyone's name on here.
Anyways! I'm gonna talk about something that I've done in the past. I guess I'll give my opinions and experiences about it, and maybe you'll determine whether it's worth it or not.
I've met a few girls in real live via the internet. Anyone familiar with the website, MyYearBook? Yeah my ex got me to go on that website and try and find some dates. The results were quite surprising.
The object of MYB was to answer questions about yourself, and you get matched with local singles around the area. You add them, hope they approve your request, then you say hello. Of course, you'll find that some fake whores will add you, then you wind up getting some....yeah. Lets not go into further detail. I always decline the fakes anyways. It's always fun to get a few texting buddies! =D
After a few adds and attempts to IM a few girls, I finally get an invite to meet someone! Now I won't say anyone's names, but I'll pretty much tell you how it went with these specific girls.
Girl A: Hmm. She was pretty cute. We walked around the mall and talked about random stuff. Looks good here. After a while, she started talking about her hormones and what not. I thought I got a little too crazy around her. I guess that's what happens when that's your first girl you've hung out with in a couple of years. In the end, we never met again, and we don't talk anymore.
Girl B: Awesome! Just what I need! A cheerful girl! She laughed at almost anything that I tried to make funny. Makes me feel good! Only thing is, after that meetup, I never heard from her again. After a year and a half of wondering about her, I finally get hold of her! Surprising enough, she remembered everything about me! I still talk to her. She's pretty awesome!
Girl C: Started off well. Lots of mutual interests. We hang out again, then I find out the catch. She kinda took advantage of me. I wound up going to prom with her, even though I kinda didn't feel happy about it. Her step dad passes away a year later, then she moves to another state. She and I don't talk anymore since she moved. I thought it was for the best.
Girl D: She was only a texting buddy. After a few phone calls, and the fact that she went from guy to guy, then finding out she had a kid, I didn't think it was worth continuing to pursue anything.
I did talk to many others. Some of them, I texted, but in the end, I met like 3 and a half girls. Yes. The last girl counts as half a meet.
Now for this: Was the experience of attempting a free internet dating site worth it? I thought it wasn't after a while. I think the website is only for immature kids who don't know what it takes to get a real girl. I'm not saying that's every guy, but when I read everyone's status updates on there, I kinda puked at how they typed and how bad they wanted sex. That's pretty much why I deleted my account, and moved on to what's now called school.
I guess if you wish to try the free online dating website, be my guest. I'm just gonna tell you. It's kinda dumb, but if you really want to meet someone in the area, it's kinda worth the new texting buddies.
Click here and have fun! =D
And for those who think this blog is lame, shut up, and don't read it at all. I'm not embarrassed to post anything I post here! I just don't mention anyone's name on here.
Anyways! I'm gonna talk about something that I've done in the past. I guess I'll give my opinions and experiences about it, and maybe you'll determine whether it's worth it or not.
I've met a few girls in real live via the internet. Anyone familiar with the website, MyYearBook? Yeah my ex got me to go on that website and try and find some dates. The results were quite surprising.
The object of MYB was to answer questions about yourself, and you get matched with local singles around the area. You add them, hope they approve your request, then you say hello. Of course, you'll find that some fake whores will add you, then you wind up getting some....yeah. Lets not go into further detail. I always decline the fakes anyways. It's always fun to get a few texting buddies! =D
After a few adds and attempts to IM a few girls, I finally get an invite to meet someone! Now I won't say anyone's names, but I'll pretty much tell you how it went with these specific girls.
Girl A: Hmm. She was pretty cute. We walked around the mall and talked about random stuff. Looks good here. After a while, she started talking about her hormones and what not. I thought I got a little too crazy around her. I guess that's what happens when that's your first girl you've hung out with in a couple of years. In the end, we never met again, and we don't talk anymore.
Girl B: Awesome! Just what I need! A cheerful girl! She laughed at almost anything that I tried to make funny. Makes me feel good! Only thing is, after that meetup, I never heard from her again. After a year and a half of wondering about her, I finally get hold of her! Surprising enough, she remembered everything about me! I still talk to her. She's pretty awesome!
Girl C: Started off well. Lots of mutual interests. We hang out again, then I find out the catch. She kinda took advantage of me. I wound up going to prom with her, even though I kinda didn't feel happy about it. Her step dad passes away a year later, then she moves to another state. She and I don't talk anymore since she moved. I thought it was for the best.
Girl D: She was only a texting buddy. After a few phone calls, and the fact that she went from guy to guy, then finding out she had a kid, I didn't think it was worth continuing to pursue anything.
I did talk to many others. Some of them, I texted, but in the end, I met like 3 and a half girls. Yes. The last girl counts as half a meet.
Now for this: Was the experience of attempting a free internet dating site worth it? I thought it wasn't after a while. I think the website is only for immature kids who don't know what it takes to get a real girl. I'm not saying that's every guy, but when I read everyone's status updates on there, I kinda puked at how they typed and how bad they wanted sex. That's pretty much why I deleted my account, and moved on to what's now called school.
I guess if you wish to try the free online dating website, be my guest. I'm just gonna tell you. It's kinda dumb, but if you really want to meet someone in the area, it's kinda worth the new texting buddies.
Click here and have fun! =D
Sunday, April 15, 2012
What not to do at a stoplight! (18+)
BEFORE YOU READ THIS! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE A MATURE AUDIENCE!!!
Ah! Spongedick Squareballs! That show is so awesome! Lets see if I can do an 800 word essay on what not to do at a stoplight! HERE I GO!
THE!!!!!
Ok not really. Onto the real thing!
The stoplight; It's the thing that tells us when to go, stop, and be ready to stop. It's that yellow thing hanging about 50 feet above the ground, and in the middle of every part of the road. Cars always get mad at the stoplight when it's red since they wanna go forward to where they wanna go as fast as they can! That is the one thing that you're really supposed to do at a stoplight.
But what about what NOT to do at a stoplight? There are so many things that we can do that we shouldn't do at one of those things! There's an infinite amount of things that we really shouldn't do. One of those things is making out with a stranger, with your car abandoned and everyone pissed off at you because you won't fucking go! Another thing we shouldn't do at a stoplight is sleeping. Sleeping means that you're going to get road raged by someone, and you wind up getting shot. Save the sleeping for the bed, where you probably cuddle up to something cute or comfortable.
To the related topic, we shouldn't sell anything at a stoplight. I know we got phones and what not, but can that wait until you're at the parking lot? I know that eBay is your best friend, but lets not die please! For love of God, please don't rape your girlfriend in the car! I'm gonna see your car rock back and forth, and I'm gonna laugh at my friend(s) because I see a couple having some hardcore sex at a fucking stoplight! We shouldn't masturbate at a stoplight either! I'd die laughing if I saw someone do that! Please put that dick away! I really don't wanna see it! Even if you were one horny chick! I'd gigity gigity to that, but you'll get too many other people into an accident because they're too focused on seeing you fap, therefore, getting the rest of the traffic to masturbate too!
Another thing that we shouldn't do at a stoplight is surf the internet! Whether it's your phone, or even a fully fledged laptop, it's going to keep you unfocused on the road, and people will hate you for it. This included, but is not limited to porn, games, and reading this stupid essay! HAH! YOU'VE JUST BEEN BUSTED! We shouldn't attempt to shoot the stoplight either. It's not gonna turn green any faster! Whoever said that driving was going to make things a lot faster. It's because we're addicted to oil, and that's why we're driving, and that's why we have stoplights, and that's why I'm writing this essay!
Now that we covered the things that we shouldn't do at a stoplight IN THE CAR, lets go over what not to do at a stoplight, OUTSIDE of the car! First, we shouldn't try to act extremely gay at a stoplight. Doing so WILL result in the loss of your pride and respect. This includes, but is not limited to wearing really short shorts and a tied shirt down to above your belly button, talking like a gay man, and trying to hit on straight guys while they're at a red light. They would take their gun and shoot you in your 1 inch dick, and you will die because your children just came out of your ball sack!
We should not play dead at a stoplight! All that's going to result in is a trip to inside of a coffin, and buried alive into your well-deserved grave! Worst case scenario, you wind up getting ran over by a huge ass truck, and you wind up dead anyways. One really funny thing that we really shouldn't do at a stoplight is to wear a Barney the Dinosaur costume and holding a sign that says "Hail Satan!" It would be the stupidest, yet, funniest thing i'd have ever seen in my life, and I would not hesitate to run your stupid, Anti-Christian ass over if you did that! To add-on to that, you'd go straight to Hell, and you can REALLY hail Satan!
The last thing that we shouldn't do at a stoplight is to be in the middle of the intersection, ass-naked, with a sign, saying "FUCK ME IN THE ASS!!" If you're reading this, you'll know that that is the most disturbing thing that any driver would ever see in their lives! If it were me, I'd do what I'd have done to the Barney costume! I'd run his ass over, then run him over again, and again, until I can't feel shit anymore!
There are many more things that we shouldn't do at a stoplight, but lets leave it up to your imagination. Lets all have a nice day, and don't do anything you've just read!
And there you go! 800 words to be exact! I bet you that my essay was written on Spongebob's essay. Oh well! Take care, Planet Earth! =D
Ah! Spongedick Squareballs! That show is so awesome! Lets see if I can do an 800 word essay on what not to do at a stoplight! HERE I GO!
THE!!!!!
Ok not really. Onto the real thing!
The stoplight; It's the thing that tells us when to go, stop, and be ready to stop. It's that yellow thing hanging about 50 feet above the ground, and in the middle of every part of the road. Cars always get mad at the stoplight when it's red since they wanna go forward to where they wanna go as fast as they can! That is the one thing that you're really supposed to do at a stoplight.
But what about what NOT to do at a stoplight? There are so many things that we can do that we shouldn't do at one of those things! There's an infinite amount of things that we really shouldn't do. One of those things is making out with a stranger, with your car abandoned and everyone pissed off at you because you won't fucking go! Another thing we shouldn't do at a stoplight is sleeping. Sleeping means that you're going to get road raged by someone, and you wind up getting shot. Save the sleeping for the bed, where you probably cuddle up to something cute or comfortable.
To the related topic, we shouldn't sell anything at a stoplight. I know we got phones and what not, but can that wait until you're at the parking lot? I know that eBay is your best friend, but lets not die please! For love of God, please don't rape your girlfriend in the car! I'm gonna see your car rock back and forth, and I'm gonna laugh at my friend(s) because I see a couple having some hardcore sex at a fucking stoplight! We shouldn't masturbate at a stoplight either! I'd die laughing if I saw someone do that! Please put that dick away! I really don't wanna see it! Even if you were one horny chick! I'd gigity gigity to that, but you'll get too many other people into an accident because they're too focused on seeing you fap, therefore, getting the rest of the traffic to masturbate too!
Another thing that we shouldn't do at a stoplight is surf the internet! Whether it's your phone, or even a fully fledged laptop, it's going to keep you unfocused on the road, and people will hate you for it. This included, but is not limited to porn, games, and reading this stupid essay! HAH! YOU'VE JUST BEEN BUSTED! We shouldn't attempt to shoot the stoplight either. It's not gonna turn green any faster! Whoever said that driving was going to make things a lot faster. It's because we're addicted to oil, and that's why we're driving, and that's why we have stoplights, and that's why I'm writing this essay!
Now that we covered the things that we shouldn't do at a stoplight IN THE CAR, lets go over what not to do at a stoplight, OUTSIDE of the car! First, we shouldn't try to act extremely gay at a stoplight. Doing so WILL result in the loss of your pride and respect. This includes, but is not limited to wearing really short shorts and a tied shirt down to above your belly button, talking like a gay man, and trying to hit on straight guys while they're at a red light. They would take their gun and shoot you in your 1 inch dick, and you will die because your children just came out of your ball sack!
We should not play dead at a stoplight! All that's going to result in is a trip to inside of a coffin, and buried alive into your well-deserved grave! Worst case scenario, you wind up getting ran over by a huge ass truck, and you wind up dead anyways. One really funny thing that we really shouldn't do at a stoplight is to wear a Barney the Dinosaur costume and holding a sign that says "Hail Satan!" It would be the stupidest, yet, funniest thing i'd have ever seen in my life, and I would not hesitate to run your stupid, Anti-Christian ass over if you did that! To add-on to that, you'd go straight to Hell, and you can REALLY hail Satan!
The last thing that we shouldn't do at a stoplight is to be in the middle of the intersection, ass-naked, with a sign, saying "FUCK ME IN THE ASS!!" If you're reading this, you'll know that that is the most disturbing thing that any driver would ever see in their lives! If it were me, I'd do what I'd have done to the Barney costume! I'd run his ass over, then run him over again, and again, until I can't feel shit anymore!
There are many more things that we shouldn't do at a stoplight, but lets leave it up to your imagination. Lets all have a nice day, and don't do anything you've just read!
And there you go! 800 words to be exact! I bet you that my essay was written on Spongebob's essay. Oh well! Take care, Planet Earth! =D
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Why must we all be so mean?
In the Jacksonville area, I've observed that too many people are just so mean to each other! I mean just because you might be related to a mean family member does not mean you have to be a complete asshole to everyone. If you're mean to the wrong person, you could be responsible for someone's potential suicide. Everyone is different, though. Some people can just shake it off and forget about it. Others; They just let it go inside their mind and call it the end. It really makes me sad to hear about people commit suicides because someone said something about them.
I'm a very nice, giving, and peaceful person. Has anyone ever heard of this phrase? "Treat others the way you wish to be treated!" I go by that phrase because whenever I need someone's help, or I wish to be treated with respect, I respect everyone around me. I guess for being a young person, I have the mind of a parent. I just worry constantly about the people I love when they're hurt or not ok. My purpose in life is to make a positive difference in as many lives as possible, to put smiles on people's faces, and to make people happy. It's all I wish to do in life, not caring as much about myself. If I ever try to make someone cheered up, and they just commit suicide, then I'm going to feel so hurt inside, and I'll feel like I failed at life.
It's probably one of the biggest reasons why I no longer have a Facebook. According to many friends that I'm around on a regular basis, Facebook has turned into a drama website. For me, I'm a drama-free person. All I want is peace, love, and happiness. I might not ever be able to experience any of it, but damn me if I don't try to accomplish that feat. I'm sick and tired of people posting hurtful things on the internet about a particular other! I don't normally like to say stuff like what I'm about to write, but I hope the people that cause people to commit suicides die in a fucking fire and burn in Hell! I might have said meaner, but that's as mean as I'm gonna get!
Everyone; Please do me a favor! Be very strong, and think about the positives of living. Who's making a difference in your life? (and I know there's at least one person!) Who's trying to make you smile, or cheer you up? Don't let someone's words get to you. I love you all too much. If you can just think about that for just one minute, you'll never think about suicide! I might not be right about it, but damnit! All I want is for people to try! I just want a physically, mentally, and emotionally stronger world! LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN!
I'm a very nice, giving, and peaceful person. Has anyone ever heard of this phrase? "Treat others the way you wish to be treated!" I go by that phrase because whenever I need someone's help, or I wish to be treated with respect, I respect everyone around me. I guess for being a young person, I have the mind of a parent. I just worry constantly about the people I love when they're hurt or not ok. My purpose in life is to make a positive difference in as many lives as possible, to put smiles on people's faces, and to make people happy. It's all I wish to do in life, not caring as much about myself. If I ever try to make someone cheered up, and they just commit suicide, then I'm going to feel so hurt inside, and I'll feel like I failed at life.
It's probably one of the biggest reasons why I no longer have a Facebook. According to many friends that I'm around on a regular basis, Facebook has turned into a drama website. For me, I'm a drama-free person. All I want is peace, love, and happiness. I might not ever be able to experience any of it, but damn me if I don't try to accomplish that feat. I'm sick and tired of people posting hurtful things on the internet about a particular other! I don't normally like to say stuff like what I'm about to write, but I hope the people that cause people to commit suicides die in a fucking fire and burn in Hell! I might have said meaner, but that's as mean as I'm gonna get!
Everyone; Please do me a favor! Be very strong, and think about the positives of living. Who's making a difference in your life? (and I know there's at least one person!) Who's trying to make you smile, or cheer you up? Don't let someone's words get to you. I love you all too much. If you can just think about that for just one minute, you'll never think about suicide! I might not be right about it, but damnit! All I want is for people to try! I just want a physically, mentally, and emotionally stronger world! LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN!
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Strolling down memory lane.
For every good thing to happen to us, a memory is born. Some are good, some are bad, and some are memorable. When my heart decides to do it, my my mind thinks back in the past. I'm 22 now. The greatest things happened when I was like 17-18. I'll go back and tell you why those moments were so memorable.
The DDR/FFR days: Back in my High School days, I needed something to do on my spare time. Best thing that came to mind was hitting arrows at perfect timing. It was just fun to me. One night, I go on YouTube and watch StepMania videos, and come across an FFR link. It led to the game. I started playing, and immediately, I was hooked. I played for years. I think in a year's time, I was among the top 50 players on the site. Few local people took notice of my skill, and thought my skills were amazing. I retired from the website in 2011. If you're wondering about my profile. It is currently closed. Don't ask for me to open it up again.
On the weekends, I'd blow about $20 a week at what formerly was the Recreation Station next to the bowling alley. I was ok at it. I think I had a few girls watch me. I guess that's how I got my first (and only) girlfriend I ever had. I guess having long hair was the way to go. Going to today, I can't believe someone actually remembered me in my glory arcade days. Gotta love classmates sometimes. Anyways! I'd even go on Friday night sometimes, where more people would watch me play until closing. I kept playing every weekend, until I graduated from High School. After that, everyone I played with moved, and it all became boring to me. Would I play again? Of course I would! Just gotta find an arcade, and people to watch my fat ass play!
Living on the Internet: I know what you're thinking. My bed wasn't on www.chadsbed.com. I don't even know if that site even exists! I guess try it. Anyways! If there's anything I missed doing, it's being on the damned internet from morning, til night, with breaks of course! I would go on sites like Pogo, Facebook, MyYearBook, and of course, FFR, to find internet sociability. I did benefit from it, though. It taught me a lot on how to handle a relationship with a loved one. Truth be told, I met a few people that I had met online. It was a pretty good, yet, awkward experience for some people. Living on the world wide web can be a fun experience, if you got the time to do it. I spent 2 and a half years after graduation, doing it.
And of course, how could I not forget my High School friends. They were the greatest friends to be around back in the day. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have played games like Twilight Princess on the Wii, or having a competitive brawl fest on Super Smash Bros Brawl. Ah! Good times! If I were to do it today, it wouldn't be the same. I think we broke everything off a year after my graduation. We just went into other things. I just wish I knew how they were all doing.
So what am I doing today? I'm a current student at Coastal Carolina Community College, studying Computer Programming. I'm probably known as that guy who sits by himself. As of right now, I'm willing to sacrifice sociability for a better grade. I've been a student since Spring 2011, and I enjoy being a student. Not only am I doing something with my life, but I'm throwing myself out there....kinda.
If you're reading this, stroll back into memory lane. Think about something you miss so much. I would love to hear (or read) about it! =D
The DDR/FFR days: Back in my High School days, I needed something to do on my spare time. Best thing that came to mind was hitting arrows at perfect timing. It was just fun to me. One night, I go on YouTube and watch StepMania videos, and come across an FFR link. It led to the game. I started playing, and immediately, I was hooked. I played for years. I think in a year's time, I was among the top 50 players on the site. Few local people took notice of my skill, and thought my skills were amazing. I retired from the website in 2011. If you're wondering about my profile. It is currently closed. Don't ask for me to open it up again.
On the weekends, I'd blow about $20 a week at what formerly was the Recreation Station next to the bowling alley. I was ok at it. I think I had a few girls watch me. I guess that's how I got my first (and only) girlfriend I ever had. I guess having long hair was the way to go. Going to today, I can't believe someone actually remembered me in my glory arcade days. Gotta love classmates sometimes. Anyways! I'd even go on Friday night sometimes, where more people would watch me play until closing. I kept playing every weekend, until I graduated from High School. After that, everyone I played with moved, and it all became boring to me. Would I play again? Of course I would! Just gotta find an arcade, and people to watch my fat ass play!
Living on the Internet: I know what you're thinking. My bed wasn't on www.chadsbed.com. I don't even know if that site even exists! I guess try it. Anyways! If there's anything I missed doing, it's being on the damned internet from morning, til night, with breaks of course! I would go on sites like Pogo, Facebook, MyYearBook, and of course, FFR, to find internet sociability. I did benefit from it, though. It taught me a lot on how to handle a relationship with a loved one. Truth be told, I met a few people that I had met online. It was a pretty good, yet, awkward experience for some people. Living on the world wide web can be a fun experience, if you got the time to do it. I spent 2 and a half years after graduation, doing it.
And of course, how could I not forget my High School friends. They were the greatest friends to be around back in the day. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have played games like Twilight Princess on the Wii, or having a competitive brawl fest on Super Smash Bros Brawl. Ah! Good times! If I were to do it today, it wouldn't be the same. I think we broke everything off a year after my graduation. We just went into other things. I just wish I knew how they were all doing.
So what am I doing today? I'm a current student at Coastal Carolina Community College, studying Computer Programming. I'm probably known as that guy who sits by himself. As of right now, I'm willing to sacrifice sociability for a better grade. I've been a student since Spring 2011, and I enjoy being a student. Not only am I doing something with my life, but I'm throwing myself out there....kinda.
If you're reading this, stroll back into memory lane. Think about something you miss so much. I would love to hear (or read) about it! =D
Someday (Poem)
I confess, with nothing less,
my mind is full of madness.
Only one thing to think about,
and it's something I must shout.
My feelings for you,
you might think it's new,
but I can't hold back.
Your love is what I lack.
When I say your name,
my heart goes insane,
but when you're there,
all I can do is stare.
Only one thing I want,
although it may haunt,
is to take your hand,
to happiness, we land.
To kiss by the bay,
and be willing to say,
I love you so much,
and your heartwarming touch.
All I can really hope,
is that you don't say nope,
to accepting my true love,
with the bright stars above.
We'll kiss under the stars,
until we can see Mars,
With the full moon shining.
tonight will be defining.
Someday you will see,
and I will guarantee,
that we will be together,
forever and ever. <3
~All made up as I went.
my mind is full of madness.
Only one thing to think about,
and it's something I must shout.
My feelings for you,
you might think it's new,
but I can't hold back.
Your love is what I lack.
When I say your name,
my heart goes insane,
but when you're there,
all I can do is stare.
Only one thing I want,
although it may haunt,
is to take your hand,
to happiness, we land.
To kiss by the bay,
and be willing to say,
I love you so much,
and your heartwarming touch.
All I can really hope,
is that you don't say nope,
to accepting my true love,
with the bright stars above.
We'll kiss under the stars,
until we can see Mars,
With the full moon shining.
tonight will be defining.
Someday you will see,
and I will guarantee,
that we will be together,
forever and ever. <3
~All made up as I went.
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